Vivid Dreams/Nightmares - sweet.
I'll say it now so we are all clear, I'm not exactly complaining... ok, I kind of am. If this is the only new thing I have to report and grumble about then it's all pretty awesome and I am aware of that. This morning sometime around 3:00... 4:00am I woke with a forceful breath from my very very stressful dream. I still remember it fairly well and it's weird and all over the place because it's a dream, but the gist was I was being accused of some major crime (something to do with bookkeeping fraud, HA! - this is how much I obviously dislike accounting!). Josh was too for some reason and there was this situation of jumping off a building with a parachute... all while being terrified of going to prison for something I didn't do, losing Josh as well, fearing for my life with the jumping from a building idea and I was really horrified of being pregnant in prison and someone else having to raise my baby. Oy. Most of the dream was basically me in hysteric fits of crying, hence why I woke up needing a big breath of air and bless my sweet guy, a 4am cuddle. Josh is shockingly sweet when I wake from bad dreams, not that there have been all that many before now, so I'm hoping the next 6 months don't push his limits! They will I'm sure...
Nothing else is new... feeling really good, which still frightens me a bit, eating pretty well but still not in the mood for all that much. Still loving sweets more than I used to and still going to bed early which I think helps me from being too tired during the day. Those drop dead tired days are gone, yay! I can't really tell if my bump is bigger, but after looking at that last photo, I'm guessing it is. I'll get Josh to take another photo soon.
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